Josh Willey - Test Lyrics

It feel like God be using me as a test
It feel like God be using me as a test, ohh
It feel like God be using me as a test
Was in a depressive state, feeling loneliness
I swear to God I lost my faith
I felt like I ain't know what's next
That's why I be making every move like I wouldn't be here at the next, yeah
All the shit that I tried, happened several times
All the doubts in my mind, I had bad thoughts in my mind
You ever have bad thoughts in your mind
And really think that the best was to let go
And you was tryna say it, but you didn't know
And I was talking to my parents like I didn't know 'em
I was falling off the face from the get-go
I never f*ck with the fakes, so I let go
They tried to tell me that I was a pain before I left home
Feels like they wasn't being sentimental
I lay low 'cause the things that I been through
Everything before and everything that I will get into
I was hanging on to the thoughts of the things that I know I need to remove
They want to start some shit, so I get in it
Made it all by myself so I be petty
They want to play these games, but ain't gon' sell it
Gotta million things on my mind, it ain't no telling
It feel like God be using me as a test
It feel like God be using me as a test, ohh
They had enough of me yet
I still strive for success
There was never a time in my life where I felt I was at my best
And they all said it wouldn't work
Well Ima do it 'til it all here works out
Until all the stressing calm down
So we can get a better view now
What am I supposed to do now
They want to start some shit so, I get in it
Made it all by myself so I be petty
They want to play these games, but ain't gon' sell it
Gotta million things on my mind, it ain't no telling
It feel like God be using me as a test
It feel like God be using me as a test, ohh
It feel like God be using me as a test
It feel like God be using me as a test, ohh