Josiah - MakeUp Lyrics

I don't want you to go
You said that I should know
She won't last for long
But I'll still carry on
You're the only one
I want it's hard enough
Laugh when it's all rough
Could you take on my love

I don't wanna fight
I cannot make this up
Poured a couple more in my cup
I can never just give this up
Shit that I do is why I ain't f*cked up

I don't wanna try
Giving my all to you girl
If you ain't gonna return
Might as well suffer and burn
Feeling like I live in a curse
Maybe I can know you first

I took pills
Cos I was drunk
Thinking of you when I'm f*cked up
Feeling like I can't even show up
Cos all these other guys wanna tell You wassup
I feel cold when you don't reply
Blowing up your phone for a million Times
Maybe it'll help if I go offline
Make a few songs about you and Thrive yea

This shit makes me feel like
Everything ain't all right
Try one thousand times
To make you f*cking mine
Girl I'm not to blame
There's damage to my brain
Made me go insane
With you I'm not the same

I got to the party drinks all free
But it's all cool as long as you're with Me
You'll probably run off and forget About me
But it's all cool cos i got molly
All of my friends have somebody
I'm left alone with a pound of weed
Smoke it all alone and then you join Me
But it's in my head no reality

I don't wanna fight
I cannot make this up
Poured a couple more in my cup

I want you to know
All of my scars they show
I tried caring long ago
I don't care if you go
Just tell me if you know
If I'm gonna get a chance
If I'm gonna stay the same

I don't wanna fight
I cannot make this up
Poured a couple more in my cup
I cannot just give this up
Shit that I do is why I ain't f*cked up

I don't wanna try
Giving me all to you girl
If you ain't gonna return
Might as well suffer and burn
Feeling like I live in a curse
Maybe I can know you first