Josiah Nichols - Difficulties Lyrics

Yeah
Woah
(Okay, Jo
Jo, you're drunk
Okay, you're drunk
Give me your keys)
She said she hasn't slept in 3 days
Cuz I ain't callin', my emotions always stuck up on the freeway
Hope you know you cheated
Did you forget, because I think about it every single free day
I love the way you're difficult, for me
Lately I've been critical and lonely
Tryna get my own peace
It's a, perfect, love for me
But I'm, in my, feelings, you feel me?
She's too difficult, for me
Lately I've been critical, and lonely
Prayin' for a miracle, she's my trophy
Nah, but f*ck that
Only in it for herself just like a cutback
(Do you love me every second?)
Where the trust at?
Then you tried to break it off once then I trucked that
I don't really like to ever share my experiences
But real love is something that I haven't experienced in
A real long time
Maybe one time?
But I can't quite
Put it on a timeline
Everyday I'm getting faded and my memory gone
I forget everything that you said was so f*ckin' wrong
It doesn't make sense how you had me always running along
I couldn't keep up with the pace and now I'm gone for the long run
Yeah, I loved you but you took a toll on me
Can't go out one single night without your hold on me
All this pressure got me feelin' like I'm gone OD
I lost attraction once you told me that I couldn't be me
Calling me crying, why though?
Gratify, yourself now
I can't satisfy your expectations of me
I just need to fly
I went to counseling the second after waking up
I felt the pressure on my mind I wasn't comin' up
Surprised I'm here today, cause baby I was in the dust
So take me seriously when I say I don't give a f*ck
Because I don't care
Don't wanna be here
Living in a nightmare
Tell me when I'm wakin' up
Communication got heavy
And it wasn't for you
I was older, had more wisdom, ignorance ain't the truth
Grip the baggy real tight, you'll know I'm dead when I'm blue
I could look the devil in the face and say, "hey how are you?"
Ain't afraid of what you did to me, but what I did to you
But I'm really bout that action, you just gone up off he booze
Everyday I'm getting faded and my memory gone
I forget everything that you said was so f*ckin' wrong
It doesn't make sense how you had me always running along
I couldn't keep up with the pace and now I'm gone for the long run
Yeah, I loved you but you took a toll on me
Can't go out one single night without your hold on me
All this pressure got me feelin' like I'm gone OD
I lost attraction once you told me that I couldn't be me
Calling me crying, why though?
Gratify, yourself now
I can't satisfy your expectations of me
I just need to fly