Creative energy, can it be an entity?
Treats me kindly when it's within, then it leaves me
So I go through days half awake, act like nothing phase me
Not blatantly anxious, keep it away so no one plays me
Cause life's a game sometimes gotta blow it off like a cartridge
Just sit and relax, press start, and get my heart fixed
Just a kid, caught in the mix, cigarette between my lips
Dealing with stress, guessing I'll gamble with the cancer shit
I'm rather blessed though, it's hard to admit, gotta let go
Trust the collective energy will protect me, let it flow
But what do you expect, it seems the world is set to blow
My neck and shoulders aching, the pains we get as we grow
Oh I know they say these the best times to be alive
But that don't mean we aren't struggling to survive
These might be the last days, I'm trying to give a f*ck
Are your eyes shut? Gotta get them wide, open up
It's been hard to wake up and I don't know why
Am I afraid to let the old me die
Reincarnate my body and my mind
My soul knows something I cannot find
On the road you're hollow and blind or follow the signs
Do you stray to one side or ride in between the lines
I don't know which way is right, but I tend to lean left
Is the best to put it to rest? Leave it behind with each breath
Reach the divine when I combine words to define worlds
As my mind swirls in a whirlwind imagination unfurls
And I'm learning, pot is stirring, the fire within my third eye is burning
The birds fly and I dive beneath the sky searching
Herds will die reverting while the wise lie hurting
Find a purpose we all got something with working
For, the world is yours, is it a chore to open doors
Hold them, don't close them till it's time
Gotta grind, rise and shine, what's in store
You decide, is there more or is it all a lie
Intelligent design
Or something less along those lines
It's been hard to wake up and I don't know why
Am I afraid to let the old me die
Reincarnate my body and my mind
My soul knows something I cannot find