Feels like we ain't never gonna change
Feels like its time to go separate ways
I feel like my minds jaded just rearranging the days
That we lost
All the thoughts that its just another phase
We been caught in a cycle
I'm writing I've been enlightened
I'm tired of going to bed, depression comes from the fighting
I know that its getting hard but its time to open up
If love doesn't change, I know that it ain't enough
I know I know
I know what you feeling inside
I know that life is feeling tough but ain't no reason to hide
You used to ask me for advice
To get it right this time
Used to say we summer knights
But trust this little light of mine
I know how it goes when you lonely
That "wish you had the old me"
But now the times changed, and I can't face it like a Roley
If love really mattered, then none of this would of happened
But if love didn't matter, id never be where I'm at
I'm at the point of deprivation all the pieces that you've taken
All the moments that you've wasted over pride and elevation
You say I'm crazy, you say I'm under lately
Make waves
Take away
Take me to another place
Where loneliness plays - it overrates me
It overestimates the reasons why my wondering head stayed
No - ain't no headspace
Stop telling me you sleep at night without a pinch of any shame
Your game of cards more wild cards
Your diamonds and your spades
Out of sight and under shades
Pave a walk with catastrophe engraved
Fill a moat around your castle
And then ask me why I stayed
You ain't gotta lie
You ain't gotta lie
You aint gotta hide, how you feel all alone keep showing
(Let me hide let me go ain't showing)
Time to be alive
(Never live anymore)
Time to be alive
Time to see the light coming out, through the pain, keep growing
(Dying out mind torn not growing)
I know how it feels
(You don't know a thing bout)
I know you just wanna hear their voice
(Broken records not a voice)
You just wanna be their choice
(Put me behind another choice)
Up high with all the noise
(Up high with all the noise)
But...
I guess I'm fighting lonely nights n shit
Feeling shallow in a pool of lie, I ride with it
This is for the people who've been thru the pain in spite of
All the argument but part of its to do with all the timing and
I ain't tryna act like all this gonna be fine
(Why you always act like its gonna be fine)
Cause in the end its only ends if someone crosses the line
(Cause in the end it only ends if you're crossing the line)
I know that saying that you fine don't really mean that you fine
(I'm telling you it's fine)
I know that when you feel alone you feel you're losing you mind
(Let me brace myself of broken mind)
And you say
I've counted all the times
You've walked off and misaligned me
You woke up mistaking blindness
For a feeling
And when you're weightless off the floor
Nothing's divine here anymore
Overcrowd me leave me for
Some feeling