Back when I was taking Imodium
I had no guts to stand up on that Podium
Could not escape all of my phobias
I was living in a world that was Dystopian
I used to be a weird kid with the shits
Was not sure if I would have a panic attack or fit
I wasn't cool, I wasn't cool I couldn't ball, I couldn't ball
I was so shy, I was so shy everyday I would cry, everyday I would cry
Stuck in a horror movie, spooky and moody
Went to Therapy sessions every Tuesday
The doctors moved me onto Sertraline
It helped stop the demons from hurting me
But eventually I fell back to purgatory
In my mind it was bloody and gory