J-Spice - East Coast (feat. XAV.) Lyrics

Cause I need a new persona, put my ego in a coma
Moved here straight from California, living off bodega corner stores
Been tryna bank a bonus but don't hustle, I'm supposed to
Take a fat hit off the doja, turn me straight to halitosis

I'm still floating, what's below us? I'm a novice, please don't notice
He's a faker, he so bogus and my ego looking for us
And I thought I'm over it, cause I graduate
But my thirst is never ever quenched, so I salivate

Life you cannot calculate, all these people cannot say
What you really have to say, mind so gone let's captivate
Living life like it was Saturday, mind over matter, gravitate
Have these expectations, it don't happen then you aggravate

It's out of my reach, hand amputate, kill me like a casualty
Bless me like a allergy, who the hells my family?
I don't have identity, where's my personality?
I'm just living casually, so it's feeling like a fantasy, yeah

Feeling like a fantasy, yeah
And it's feeling like a fantasy
Feeling like a fantasy, yeah

It's feeling like a fantasy
If you can't relate then, there your life is a tragedy
Started at the bottom but I made it to the canopy
I ain't going nowhere homie, this is where I plan to be

Win the game with every single hand that they handed me
Even if you play your cards right, you're going to be mad at me
You ain't in this baddest league, I'm gone throw it mad and glee
Feeling like I had a dream, it's feeling like a fantasy, yeah