J-Steph - it's my fault Lyrics

I'm sorry I hurt you
I'm sorry I made you bleed
I didn't want
To make those decisions
Knowing I'd have to leave
You said you hate me
And I hope it's just a phase
'Cause now we're like brothers
Fading to strangers
Furthering empty space
Fighting for hours
But I wouldn't take the blame
Maybe if sorry came sooner
We'd be okay
'Cause now I'm alone
Writing these sad songs
Stare at my phone
And hope that you're doing well
Wishing I could just
Give you a call
But I said some words
That I should have held back
And held back a few things
That I should have said
Not sure if it helps a thing at all
But it's my fault
I feel so anxious
While trying to be your friend
Praying for answers
Looking for reasons
Hoping the struggle ends
But I can be stubborn
When trying to hold my tongue
Talking in circles
Pointing my finger
Always the perfect one
Fighting for hours
But I wouldn't take the blame
Maybe if sorry came sooner
We'd be okay
'Cause now I'm alone
Writing these sad songs
Stare at my phone
And hope that you're doing well
Wishing I could just
Give you a call
But I said some words
That I should have held back
And held back a few things
That I should have said
Not sure if it helps a thing at all
But it's my fault
Ooooo
Ooooo
'Cause now I'm alone
Writing these sad songs
Stare at my phone
And hope that you're doing well
Wishing I could just
Give you a call
But I said some words
That I should have held back
And held back a few things
That I should have said
Not sure if it helps a thing at all
But I miss the moments
Before all the madness
When we were closer
You were my brother
Never thought that
I would see us fall
And it's my fault