I lie here sad and confused :( Video (MV)

Emotionally drained every single day
Ever been told you could not stay?
I know it's for the better, but it doesn't feel that way
Doesn't feel that
Deathly fear of losing you I call that trypophobia
It was nice knowing you but you caused me pandemonium
Confession shit and promises are always left some bargain shit
Realize what time it is, before you leave me heartless
Confession shit and promises are always left some bargain shit
Realize what time it is, before you leave me heartless
Make me feel something
Make me feel something (And talk to me)
Make me feel something
Make me feel something (And talk to me)
Never let me know
I just wanna grow
Hard to do it on my own
Now I'm all alone
Workin' on my self a little hard sometimes
Translate my feelings baby, line by line
Faces and spaces
Thats the bullet to the casing
Had it figured out but baby I ignored the danger
Look, I do not want your pity
Maybe this resonate with someone like me
Look, I do not want your pity
Maybe this resonate with someone like me
Speaking of the devil
You deserve a hundred medals
Grasp your fangs around my neck
Know I'm sentimental
Levels to the shit
One day I'm fine, then it hit my mental
Closest in the world, yet they still be throwing pebbles
Several special people know I need them, yet they leave me bleeding
Friends do me wrong, yet my mental still got open seating
Thanks!
Thanks for what?
Thought it was enough to make me hear just what I want
Lookin' at myself and I dust right off
Lookin' back now at former heart throbs
Lookin' all around and I didn't see no one
Didn't have no bitch I'm the one who got it done
Yeah, I did it on my own
Threw myself right out of my comfort zone
Make me feel something
Make me feel something (And talk to me)
Make me feel something
Make me feel something (And talk to me)
Came, saw, took it all
Yet I really miss you
Came, saw, took it all
Yet I really miss you
Came, saw, took it all
Yet I really miss you