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Telling you gon get rid of this shit
That sickening feeling, I ain't losing no bitch
I ain't saving one bitch, I ain't hiding no tricks
See, my cape ain't gon fit and I'm dodging the flicks
I ain't being her pick, you a scary lil bih
I been one of kind, I ain't chasing no dime
Got a crunch on my time and I'm all on her mind
But I'm moving back slow, and my heart been cold
They scaring me off, I look at the time
I look at the clock, it's looking at mine
I'm having those thoughts, just one at a time
I thought of the times, oh of sublime
I'm sensing decline, esteem fell behind
You talking too nice, I guess I should hide
Protecting my pride, jokes all aside
I'm scared of the pain, I'm going insane
I look in the mirror I'm twinning this shit
I'm lifting my finger to flick on the switch
I'm seeing a nigga who sick of his shit
Or I'm looking like shit, man I'm sick of appearance
Remember the waves, remember them days
My fit a lil bummy, depression the haze
I'm sick to the tummy, a session of plays
Repeat after me, you feeling ok?
Don't trip on the scene, you ruin the play
You looking so clean, your conscious would say
Just look at your food, don't look at his plate
You killing the mood what a look on the face
I know that they thinking lil Jay got his way
I remember curls, I remember the state
Attention from girls man I waited this day
Ria done told me you could make all the songs
I took to the pad yeah she won't wrong
Felt a lil sad, "baby what's wrong?"
Afraid of my pops, I don't wanna go home
It's easy to quit, see the road too long
Between me and you, got my heart like drums
What I mean to with you, for the pain it numbs
It's like she knew I needed that boost
Needed that truth, conceded to proof