I was so alone in thick of it
I was over I was sick of it
I was cold in the midst of it
Been trudging
Live running
Who was there when the flood gates gave out
Who was there when the flood came
Blood stain in the same route
Some frayed some of us stayed
Too afraid you was upstate
Save face love gave doubt
Some day some of us prayed
Too afraid you was upstate
Say grace drugs gave out
Some came in the other way
Too afraid you was upstate
Too afraid I was there when you wasn't
How you play proudly
No faith when I sprayed ounces no faith but I stayed down
Too afraid you was upstate
Some wait in the safe house