Juan - relapse Lyrics

Would it be the worst thing if i hit you back?
I know i prolly shouldn't do it but it hurts so bad
I'm at a party with my friends and you still drive me mad
I guess im still not over everything that we once had
Well maybe i'm just hoping i could pass the time
But i just get so f*cking lonely and i don't know why
And i had one too many drinks so im not thinking right cause
You're like an addiction
That i can't replace
I need you more than just in doses
So i feel okay
I tried to get you out my system
But its way too late
I wish i didn't fall back, but i - relapsed yeah
I've been running circles
But not quite this fast
I lost my sense of where im going
So i fell off track
I wish i'd been more optimistic
But its in the past
I wish i didn't fall back, but i - relapsed yeah
Yeah
Holding on to something that i felt before
I text you every now and then and i forget what for
I wish you'd tell me that you love me and you still adore
The way i hold you, way i love you but you don't no more
Well maybe i'm just hoping i could pass the time
But i just get so f*cking lonely and i don't know why
And i had one too many drinks so im not thinking right
Yeah
You're like an addiction
That i can't replace
I need you more than just in doses
So i feel okay
I tried to get you out my system
But its way too late
I wish i didn't fall back, but i - relapsed yeah
I've been running circles
But not quite this fast
I lost my sense of where im going
So i fell off track
I wish i'd been more optimistic
But its in the past
I wish i didn't fall back, but i - relapsed yeah
But i
Relapsed
Well maybe i'm just hoping i could pass the time
But i just get so f*cking lonely, can i stay the night?
I need about another bottle to get through the night
Cause i'm
Hooked to an addiction
That i can't replace
I need you more than just in doses
So i feel okay
I tried to get you out my system
But its way too late
I wish i didn't fall back, but i - relapsed yeah
I've been running circles
But not quite this fast
I lost my sense of where im going
So i fell off track
I wish i'd been more optimistic
But its in the past
I wish i didn't fall back, but i - relapsed yeah