Jubilee Valley - IN$ecure Lyrics

Woah

Yeah

I'm a sad sad nigga, Sad Mad Nigga
I be living life different
I be lying to myself, I be lying to these girls, I be cheating on the women
I be feeling insecure, I be feeling real short, I be Feeling real distant
I just wanna end It all, I just wanna let It go, Put me on a life sentence
Cause nobodies really there, Nobody really cares, No body wants to listen
I always there for you, Even when I wasn't true, Even when I went missing
But you still walked away, And it's all my fault
And I still got hell to pay, I don't wanna go outside
I don't wanna See the sun, I'm a drown in my pain

All these missed calls on my phone
All from different girls I don't know know
All these baddies ringing up my line, somehow I still feel alone
Mama said I ain't gone be Shit, Daddy never worried bout his kids
Ole girl listens to her friends, They won't her see the boy again
I'm a dance in the moonlight, devil keeps on creeping by my side
Feeling more dead than alive, I don't have the energy to cry
I'm a end It all by tonight, I can't take the feeling that's inside, You say ignorance is bliss

But I'm a Cut my Wrist, Woah
Never Thought I'd go and do that damn

Everybody swear they f*ck with me, Ever since I started chasing dreams
I'm just trying to find the next high, I'm just trying to smoke a lot of weed
Never knew school was in the plans
Remember when I started popping xans
Remember when I stop telling truths and
Remember When they kicked me outta Houston
I don't really have a lot to give
I'm just trying make It for my kids
You don't ever text me on your phone
Never meant to make you feel alone
I been tired of hurting all these girls
Always stuck to ones that had the curls
Really think that I don't wanna live
Anxiety got me feeling like a bitch
But I'm still holding on
I don't really wanna sing this song
But someone's gotta know that i'm alone
But I'm still holding on
I don't really wanna sing this song
But someone's gotta know that i'm alone

Woah
Never Thought I'd go and do that damn
I'm a cut my wrist