i should be falling out of love Video (MV)

Now it's been weeks since we spoke
I still don't know just what I'm looking for
And when it rains it really pours
I think of you and feel it more
Would you believe me if I said that I'm the one trying my best?
I rot alone up in my bed
And think of things I should have said
I should be falling out of love
But baby my heart's not had enough
But baby he's just not giving up
I shouldn't have given you that ultimatum
Dirty smoke still fills my lungs
It hurts me less now that your gone
You lit the flame to watch it burn
I just saw your smoking gun
I just saw your smoking gun
I don't wanna live with everything I've done
I hate that I'm the one
That makes you anxious all the time
Feels like pins and needles in your spine
Feels like you're the only one that's trying
(Feels like I'm dying baby I'm trying)
Would you believe me if I said that I'm the one trying my best?
I rot alone up in my bed
And think of things I should have said
I should be falling out of love
But baby my heart's not had enough
But baby he's just not giving up
I shouldn't have given you that ultimatum
Dirty smoke still fills my lungs
It hurts me less now that your gone
You lit the flame to watch it burn
I just saw your smoking gun