Julio - Source Lyrics

I don't like to lie
But i lie to myself
Say I'm cooler than i am
I think thats better for my health
Had a girlfriend didn't tell her i was Broken
I didn't tell her cus i knew that she
Would think i was joke
Should i keep lying to us?
Or is there even a we
Or should we even discuss
Wasted opportunities
I think we lack conversation
I think thats my source of frustration
I don't think you understand
Is it the way I'm translating?
Had to tell your mother i didn't Mean to make you cry
I didn't mean To tell you lies i swear it happened
By surprise
Had to tell the mirror I'm the reason
That you cry, that I'm the reason
That at night you sit & wish it was
Lie
Had to tell your father i didn't mean
To make you cry, i didn't mean to be
That guy i swear it happened by
Surprise
Had to tell the mirror & i had tell
Your mother
Then i had tell your father im the
Reason that you cry
Baby with those eyes of yours i could
Never doubt you
And i promise I'm not lying when i say
I wish i had you
Baby i dont wanna lie but i think i
Had to
Yeah i think i had to i think that we both had to
Just because i hurt you most don't
Mean that im not hurting
You left me in a hurry
Now i sit here burning Alive
Im not waiting for a sign
Imma move on with my life
But first i
Had to tell your mother i didn't
Mean to make you cry, i didn't mean
To tell you lies i swear it happened
By surprise
Had to tell the mirror I'm the reason
That you cry, that I'm the reason
That at night you sit & wish it was
Lie
Had to tell your father i didn't mean
To make you cry, i didn't mean to be
That guy i swear it happened by
Surprise
Had to tell the mirror & i had tell
Your mother
Then i had tell your father im the
Reason that you cry
Honestly i thought you'd be the one
I couldn't believe it i was wrong
Yeah i was wrong
Honestly didn't meant to lead you on
I couldn't believe it now your gone i
Know I'm wrong
I cant reciprocate the feelings that
You say have
I was under pressure when you said i
Was your other half
And now i know that we're both wrong
Yeah we're both wrong
Had to tell your mother i didn't Mean to make you cry
I didn't mean To tell you lies i swear it happened By surprise
Had to tell the mirror I'm the reason
That you cry, that I'm the reason That at night you sit & wish it was Lie
Had to tell your father i didn't mean To make you cry
I didn't mean to be That guy i swear it happened by Surprise
Had to tell the mirror & i had tell Your mother
Then i had tell your father im the Reason that you cry