My spirit is full of sin
Deal with it day by day
I pray as I fall asleep
Hoping he change my ways
Some of us lived and failed, some of us lived and learned
Some say we live in hell, but some of us lived and burned
Stories we live to tell, playing the crucial role
Knowing the life I live
Can cause me to lose my soul
Seen through the eyes of my son
Look at what I have begun
Follows my every step just to
See what I will become
Battling alcohol
Will this fight ever end
I don't know
Ain't no telling where I'mma go
When it ends
This is what I chase
The feeling of
Me escaping reality
People I love
I see my nigga wave
Also known as Feve
He gave me my inspiration
The push I need
To pursuing this rap game
His hunger mane
Made me relate to all his hunger pain
This for our children mane
I'm tryna find a way
To freeze time
'Cause life is getting shorter by the day
And for my nigga party -arty
I was praying your way
'Cause I knew God was saving a place
For when the time came to take you home
You better spread your wings
Wide enough so the devil sees
That he ain't have a chance with you
'Cause he'll never get that dance with you
('Cause someone greater had a plan for you)
I might body myself
Maybe fly away to a place other than here
Judging by my face
I ain't got a care in the world at times
I'm just a lost soul stuck in this world of mine
Look at yourself before you judge another man for his errors
So I took that gun, and shot it at that man in the mirror
So he would never hurt nobody again
No one will have to pay for what he's done nobody but him
See it's funny how that man is me
Cuz I keep it real
Say you searching for that light
Then flee to the hills
And take them all by surprise
I'd like to now take this time to officially welcome you all to July