I'm digging deep
Deep like that sedated feel off novocaine
A sinner yet
I still pray
For The blessings
That I hope to gain
Wonder if God know my name
Wonder if he know my pain
All I'm askin'
When it's my time Lord
Remember my face
When I pull up
In front of heaven gates Lord grant me
Entrance to this place called paradise
Because this can't be
Life down here on Earth is so
Dark and cold I'm hurting show
Me a way shed down some light
Open up that curtain slow-ly
I been resortin to drugs
That I can't even pronounce
The shit I did
Can't speak about
How many sins
Can't even count
Want me to bare that cross again
Butt that shit doesn't even out
The tears outweigh the happiness
There's things we have to speak about
But I guess
Imma save that Convo for a rainy day
Till then
Imma need for you to help me build a path
Pave the way
The body count is rising fast
How many days we all got left
We don't know
Until we pull up
In front of heaven gates Lord save me
Take me to that place
I read called paradise
Cuz lately
I've been feeling dark in ways
I can't explain
My darkest days
Are yet to come
I need your help
Before all this is said and done
Please show me the motive
Behind giving up your only son
They tortured him for what you say
My sin? What price is that to pay
Nailed HIM to a Cross
Is this The same "Cross"
I have on display
What happens if I'm gone today
I learned life will move on
So I pray
But I Guess Imma save that Convo for a rainy day
Till then
Imma need for you to help me build a path
Pave the way
The body count is rising fast
How many days we all got left
We don't know
Until we pull up
Until I'm done fightin'
But why I never been
Done writing
Even the times I was
Done Life'n
Losing children
Home Wife and
20 plus year
Relationships
Fell down the drain all for what
I am
Still writing
Why am I still
Inspired
The Fire Spirit that
I am
Breathing Out
Then In Fire!
I fell in love with desire
So Hell for me
"She" desired
That Hell I Lived
Was Required
From The Ashes now
He Rises
Only He is
Behind him