Oh, believe me I have tried to live a normal life
I played the game and followed the rules for a while
And yet I could never fully comprehend where I was to go and where it all was to end
I was floating among so many others
But unlike them I seemed to lack an anchor
I drifted out and didn't even bother
Without clothes, no money no shelter
Anxiety has gotten the best of me
My fears have robbed me of my best years
Anxiety has gotten the best of me
Now i have become a dreadnought
All alone out there I kept paddling out to the open sea
Just came to find that living wasn't that easy
And just getting by from day to day
Is a struggle when you're left alone and nothing but prey
But by shedding all of my old ways
And the resulting lack of security
I now feel better than ever
'Cause I found myself and I'm so free
Now i have become the greatest ever built dreadnought