JUMPGANG - Afena Lyrics

I need Afena
Woman that encourage me to be a better me
I need her
Right here while I'm going thru all these different Ephesians
Showing me why self care is important, Noxzema
I promise I won't do no half steppin' when I meet her
It's tearing when you lose something you grew to have a passion for
Lost myself in the mix to make shit happen
She see my struggle and she ask
What you happy for? Showing love aint gon make up for you slacking
Ima hustler at heart dont need no practice
When I do something I'm outdoing average
You gon' find out when I trip out all my baggage
Ion wanna be the head of my relationships
Cus my loyalty and love aint got no limit
Missed a call from my dawg the day he overdosed
I guess he was tryna get out of his feelings
If I answered would he did it? I left Trapp out in my city
Shoulda warned him niggas grimy and he got shot at over envy
Only thang my lil whoop can do for me
Is f*ck me good and call me daddy
But that pussy aint good enough to keep me happy
Cus I got real life situations dat Im facing
And Im overcoming tragic
So much shit going on right now
Its normal for a nigga to have some bad shit happen
And so I tell her
No matter how much shit get better
Im prepared for the worse and the worse
Has yet to come
And I can't fathom what it's gon' be like
Before it's all said and done
Tied hands like a monk
Blindedfolded how I'm walking thru this Journey
Like I'm John , and Jesus, I meant Muhammed putting his life
On the line for us to Overcome
How the f*ck I'm 'pose to cope with dat?
F*ck dat, If he going
Im going and Im going the extra mile
Cus thats my brother , dats my round
Dats my thug , that's my Found
Dats my ground-zero cus we both
Started from the ground
WTF I look like livin' dis lavish life
Wit his gone
He deserve it too
And his kids and moms too
F*ck it I get buried too , Ima tell the truth
It ain't no more solid niggas out dis bitch
Nigga, We done sacrificed when we aint even had shit
But triggers, and pulled them bitches for niggas
That eventually switched
I need Afena but I want a witch
Put a curse on all f*ck niggas
For every time they showed to be some f*ck niggas
F*ck nigga, I showed love and ain't expect none back
I guess times do change cus dat time I gave
I want dat back
Smokin roaches killin rats, Burning snakes in the grass
I got hate in my heart but it dont
Compare to the love I had in the past
It wasnt love it was lust
Cus love takes two people and the other one didnt trust
But my loyalty a buck
And I see now how much I really f*cked up
Afena , I need ya
I need someone to hug
Im callin you right now cus my mama
Aint make amends for a thug
I mean we still have conversation
But Im awaiting for her love
Being patient for her Love
Just Like you told me "If it's bad for ya
Stay away from it Love
Cus yo heart big enough for the world to
Run away wit some love", and they
Take from me Love
Dont wanna break from me Love
What ima do wit all these emotions I got built up
Afena, I need ya, Im screaming
Im calling your name but Ian gettn no answer
I just wanna know
Like WTF Im pose to do
How the f*ck Im pose to grow
Wit all these people tryna bring me down
And they keep talkin down on my name
I expect you to feel the same
But I know You aint never felt dis pain
Afena