June Hawthorn - softer spots Lyrics

You called shotgun as i listened to you both
Roll down the cracked windows
And smoke out your broken hearts
Shaking your fists in the air at the parks board
And second hand words of city despair
Were filling up the car

I watched the urban landscapes
Turn back into the land
And left the shredded bits of my heart break
Buried in the winter sand
And i realized how our boundaries do protect our softer spots
We went our separate ways, but we never left each other's thoughts

Now i'm looking back at everything we asked for as my legs cross this overpass
My fingers lock themselves to the fence looking out towards the empty tracks
I shout out your name cause of this chronic pain that your kisses would attack
That chosen name, your one true name, let their echoes summon you back!

Well they still do nightly karaoke and i belt out your go-to song
To the vast ocean of voices cheering me the f*ck on
You used to say that it's a different world inside that dive bar,
That every space is a reflection of the ways we group the stars

Well i'm still stuck here in this aching body trying to figure out
What these threaded moments and my fleeting songs are all about
Can't unlock my fingers or get my legs to uncross
And Hope teases me every f*cken time that i get lost
As i refuse to bus and choose to wobble through the alleys where i'm sinking
And under my deepest shallow breath i repeatedly wish for us all to stop hurting