Justin Grace - In the Middle Lyrics

I said we broke it off clean
I wish I could admit that
I'm doing better now
I hope I'm on the right track
But honestly
I'm just hoping that you'd call back
I wouldn't know cause' I blocked you
Now that's a life hack, aye
I hate you so much when you're here
But I can't stand the void when you're gone
I'm trying to ignore the fear
So I'll just write some more of these songs
Cause' baby I'm so caught up
In the middle when I'm with you
My head is spinning, torn down
Beat and confused
I'm standing so high
I'm doing alright
But I hope I'm not the only one
That feels it too
I always forget that it wasn't that great
Got exhausted from carrying all the weight
Wait
I just hate the way it ended
You left me feeling unfulfilled
Like you were just suspended
But why am I still thinking about you
I don't need vengeance
You're messing with my head again
I guess that's just a tenden-cy
I just hate you so much when you're
But I can't stand the void when you're gone
I'm just trying to ignore the fear