Self Sabotage Video (MV)

I've been beaten and I've been used Don't get me started on abuse
And the haunts from my past, they just linger on
The ones that I treasured are now dead and gone
Yeah, I self-sabotage, I know I do I break myself, I'll take it out on you
And the stuff I endured shouldn't rip us apart
Cos I don't smile and carry this heavy heart
I wish I could forget and throw things away
I wish sometimes I'd see the light of day
Shattered dreams and broken hearts
Just like mama couldn't get a start
I self-sabotage, I know I do
I break myself, I'll take it out on you And the stuff I endred shouldn't rip us
Apart
Cos I don't smile and carry this heavy heart
Expect for the worst, hope for the best I wish I could but my head's a mess
And nothing's gone right for me up until now
And in the end I'll push you away somehow
Cos I hurt the ones that love me the most
For me f*cking things up, let's raise a toast
I'm sorry for what I put you through Don't let it take away just how much I love you
I self-sabotage, I know I do I break myself, I'll take it out on you
And the stuff I endured shouldn't rip us apart
Cos I don't smile and carry this heavy heart