justjayy - still winning? Lyrics

Yea, rich off pain, so am I still winnin'?
The vision is clear, but my head is still spinnin'
Lately the little things havin' me trippin'
I'm prayin' to God, he the one that gon' listen
Ain't no quttin', he made me soldier
Demons come at me, but I run 'em over
I ain't sellin' my soul for nothin' or exposure
To the top you know I'm gettin' closer, closer, closer

Y'all sleepin' on me like I'm hidden in plain sight
Puttin' in work, cookin' up on them late nights
Barely get sleep, but I'm up in the sky
Barely can see, bloodshot my eyes
Yea, I've been strugglin' for way too long
Fake friends hit me up, get up off my phone yea
Look, it's all my fault 'cause I should have known
That your heart cold, it turn me to stone yea
Turn me to stone, ay yea, turn me to stone
Don't got regrets, I know that I'm blessed
'Cause without you, I wouldn't write all these songs yea
Reminiscin' 'bout the past
When life wasn't gray, it didn't go fast
Now everythin' feel like nothin' finna last
My mind is at war, mind is at war yea

Ay, heart been cold, I feel it freezin'
Back of the show, you said that you need me
If that's true why'd you break me to pieces?
Lil' pretty eyes, they look so deceivin'
My God, they'll get you played
Knife in your back, when you thought you was safe
Had me only sinnin', so Ima learn to just sit down and pray

Yea, rich off pain, so am I still winnin'?
The vision is clear, but my head is still spinnin'
Lately the little things having me trippin'
I'm prayin' to God, he the one that gon' listen
Ain't no quttin', he made me soldier
Demons come at me, but I run 'em over
I ain't sellin' my soul for nothin' or exposure
To the top you know I'm gettin' closer, closer, closer