Toxic Video (MV)

Waste my time, I might have to break your heart
Ain't really with bull so you better not start
Money be the motive, if I deviate for love
I saw something special in you girl, just trust
Yeah I'm like them niggas, why the f*ck would I change
Can't be Mr. Perfect being treated like a game
Everybody hates being told that they're the same
These are walls for protection when you're tired of the pain
I done been let down more than you could ever imagine
Cheating on a nigga because he showed you some passion
Acting like you're good at heart is that lying shit I despise
Hope the hatred I'm exuding is readable from my eyes
If you know you're in the wrong, yet continue to choose to lie
Then praying worse upon your enemies shouldn't be a surprise
Willing to go against the judgment of what I've heard from the guys
Wonder why I feel fine
Look you were checking out while I was checking for you
Had to deal with rumors on the daily like it was news
Like what would you do
Knowing your other half was playing pick and choose
Fighting nonexistent battles when you're destined to lose
Situation is out of hand
Questioning myself for how much of it I withstand
Wonder if the struggle is part of this gods plan
Can I cry knowing I would be seen as less of a man
I'm not happy to feel this hate
And your continuing to feel like you're sorry all for my sake
Got my stomach in a knot that I constantly pray unravels
I just want to wish you well and the best for you in your travels
All this back and forth with emotions
Makes me wonder if it's on me and why I couldn't be open
Don't continue to give me hope
Cause I can't bare the weight of feeling that I'm the way you can cope