Jxckal - Cold Lyrics

I fell asleep in her arms I guess it happens when you're out of town
Took me too long to figure out
That I can only be myself when you're not around
Trying to work it out just ain't working out
And mentally I been missing
But buying presents what a contradiction
I make sure shit don't add up so I can multiply the division
That way its you who has to make the decision
And I can tell myself I ain't the villain
F*ck who am I kidding
I ask for advice so I can disregard a second opinion
All I talk about is my feelings yet never tell you how I'm feeling
And these arguments is all the same
Like why you have to act this way?
Ever since you been making beats trying get paid
Seems like you changed, cos we was holding hands now you so far away

And you say I been cold cold cold
Well maybe that's your fault fault fault
And you say I been cold cold cold
Well maybe that's your fault fault fault
And you say I been cold cold cold
Well maybe that's your fault fault fault

There's girls I made albums about I never speak to
Said a bunch of cold shit I aint really mean to
Even when I'm reaching out hope I never reach you
Should apologise but haven't found the need to
And yeah we fought but I would die for you
Guess I had no idea what it was like for you
When I realised what I had there's nothing I could do
It was gone and that got me despising you
Colour me bitter guess he was the trigger
But the gun was already loaded, I'm eyeing the killer
Trying to pick up all of the pieces and rebuild the picture
Being home less made the issue seem bigger
And these arguments is all the same
Like why you have to act this way?
Ever since you been making beats trying get paid
Seems like you changed, cos we was holding hands now you so far away

And you say I been cold cold cold
Well maybe that's your fault fault fault
And you say I been cold cold cold
Well maybe that's your fault fault fault