Jxckal - October Lyrics

I feel the cold more when I'm sober
The snow fall like October
Should I stay in my lane like I'm supposed to?
Or should I do it my way like I'm chosen?
The self doubt, them thoughts echo
I feel the weight around my neck though
And they only remind me of things I try forget oh

Girl I need you when I'm feeling down
Cos they only wanna see me crash
Yeah they only wanna see me crash
Yeah they only wanna see me crash
I hear the talk behind my back
Yeah they only wanna see me crash
Yeah they only wanna see me crash
Yeah they only wanna see me crash

December mornings with a duvet
Turn to, I need space
Turn to, why you all in my face?
How I love you the wrong way?
Guess you don't remember my name
Remind me, remind me
I can't drink a Chai Latte or ice tea
Hairbands on my floor, while they spite me
I just need some reassurance if you find me

Girl I need you when I'm feeling down
Cos they only wanna see me crash
Yeah they only wanna see me crash
Yeah they only wanna see me crash
I hear the talk behind my back
Yeah they only wanna see me crash
Yeah they only wanna see me crash
Yeah they only wanna see me crash

You can wear my coat, I ain't need it
My heart already freezing
Tell me, 'get out', girl I'm already leaving
If I'm gon cry I ain't need you to see it
Feel like I need you this evening
A distraction or two to believe in

Girl I need you when I'm feeling down
Cos they only wanna see me crash
Yeah they only wanna see me crash
Yeah they only wanna see me crash
I hear the talk behind my back
Yeah they only wanna see me crash
Yeah they only wanna see me crash
Yeah they only wanna see me crash

I hear the talk behind my back
Yeah they only wanna see me crash
Yeah they only wanna see me crash
Yeah they only wanna see me crash