Kurhaus - Fake Smile Lyrics

why should i believe
in you who did it wrong
i have my own life
don't need advice, because i am strong

take your f*cking sitcoms away
they are annoying
and they are lying

you tell me to smile
but your smile cuts my heart
i dry my tears meanwhile
by tearing your world apart

where is my g**damn place
in this f*cking world you offer me
i am strong enough
i don't need you, because i am free

take your f*cking sitcoms away
they are annoying
and they are lying

you tell me to smile
but smiling hurts so much
lost the wish to die
by losing touch
to your world
to your ideals
you better not try
to change me

don't push me 'cause i'm close to the edge
i'm trying not to lose my head

listen up
i'm not your toy
i'm not your tool to complete your wasted life
as long as there is a wall to break
i'll be walking my road
you see, i hold a hammer in my hand
so i can smile when i die
i will smile when i die