Everyday man this shit rotting out my brain
Used to all the bullshit born from pain
Going back to normal shit it ain't the same
Everyday man this shit rotting out my brain
Used to all the bullshit born from the pain
Going back to normal shit it ain't the same
Ain't the same
Yeah
All of this pain
And all of these things
Inside of my brain
That drive me insane
When I just been sippin and licking up liquor from a week or two ago
I cannot figure out times
Or periods of flight
When I was too high
To pick up on subtleties
Most of you bitches couldn't ever run with me
Let alone ever get ahead of me
Yeah
I just
Been Sippin liquor from a week ago
Drowning now so I don't ever have to grow old
Sippin on shit that I know will never let me remember times where all of these lies
We're televised right in front of my face
But honestly reminiscing on the times
Where bitches we're making up lies
Talking down on all of my lines
Now they lining to throw dimes into the wishing well
Well I just move along
Laughing and wish em well
Going back to normal shit it ain't the same
Everyday man this shit rotting out my brain
Used to all the bullshit born from the pain
Going back to normal shit it ain't the same
Ain't the same
Yeah
Late night calls from my grandparents telling
Me that their proud of the success that they've seen
But that ain't enough for me
I gotta keep working
I just need to get outside and clear my mothaf*cking mind
Being locked inside
Got me thinking
Reminiscing about the times where
I said a whole bunch of shit
In spite
Of the times and the misery one was facing
Face it baby
I'm in love with you
Every day I just wake up and I'm happy
Tell me baby
Whatchu
Been thinking lately
Everyday I wake up and I'm lost inside my mind
Thoughts that I can't get out or express any time
Just give me a little bit of space and
Breathing room and you will see what it's like
To be me
Like to be me
Like to live your life the way that I have
I've been thinking lately
That maybe I wasn't
Right