Kahlil - A Letter To You Lyrics

I get lost up in my feelings
Then smoke so much get higher than the ceiling
To cope cause I know I done lost the realest
But I know she's long gone
I wrote this song just hoping that you hear it
Know there's tension just hoping I could clear it

Baby I just got too busy I was thinking bout forever
But I learned that my decisions caused us not to be together
And I wish that things were different I know I could treat you better
And I wish I could relive it and I wish I could just forget her

I was looking through some old things it reminded me of you
Looking back on all the old days all the time just me and you
In a crowded room still lonely only looking for you
Don't know how you still control me never know what to do
Wish that I could hold you closely remember how we used to do
Still remember when you told me it's forever me and you
Can't lie I miss the old me I was only with you
Late night when I got lonely wrote this letter for you

Still got your picture in my wallet
And your number in my phone but I won't call it
Been hard to move on cause I keep falling
Girl I put my all in
I held you down kept it solid
You broke me down still regardless
You left me here heartless
So what do I do
When every lil' thing still reminds of you
I tried to replace but still blinded by you
A smile on my face but my mind is on you

I was looking through some old things it reminded me of you
Looking back on all the old days all the time just me and you
In a crowded room still lonely only looking for you
Don't know how you still control me never know what to do
Wish that I could hold you closely remember how we used to do
Still remember when you told me its forever me and you
Can't lie I miss the old me I was only with you
Late night when I got lonely wrote this letter for you

(I wish that I could just forget her
Or maybe we could be together
You said this was forever
Couldn't make it through the stormy weather
Don't you know that diamonds come from pressure
I thought this was forever
I thought this was forever
Baby I thought this was forever)