Kahnli - Better Life Lyrics

I just came to ease my mind
The pain is deep ages like wine
You feel my energy my vibe
They show respect just outta pride
I been grateful from the jump
Talking faithful since day one
Slide in safe pay off the ump
They might hate I'm adding sums
They might hate I'm passing blunts
The more they hate I know I'm up
Can't slow down it's in my blood
I pay the prices of an addict
Merry go round I'm at the plugs
I can't be myself when they yell action
I'm afraid to be just like her
I'm afraid to let that show
I'm afraid these drugs don't fight fair
I'm afraid to let them go
Traded in my cleats for a better mic
Then I killed the old me for a better life
I've been through it all I cannot regret it
Watching a snake take in my sloppy seconds
Don't wanna do this on my own
Heart is on my sleeve where is my home?
This pain is something I would never wish
Keep my enemies but that's irrelevant
Where were you whenever I needed some help?
Cant give up it's far from me to ring the bell
You'll never be it's all they got in their defense
Now I'm a witness sniping bitches off the bench
I'm the one that they complain about
But I'm the one who sacrificed to have a way up out
I sit alone going crazy in my mind
I got the thrown you ain't taking it this time
So bury me inside my debts
When I'm struggling the most they think I'm doing best
Traded in my cleats for a better mic
Then I killed the old me for a better life