Kahnli - Ring Around Lyrics

Could never hide behind someone I'm not
I press the line I'm taking shots
Reminded that I'm broken every time I have a thought
Would rather give my heart instead of taking time to watch it rot
I thought love was something I forgot
Broken soul and all the drugs don't make it stop
Diving in no going back
Realized I would never win if I kept fighting with my past
Don't give a f*ck about opinions they got no name
I'm only sleeping when inside my dream I'm okay
Soul searching got the best of me
But the second I quit stressing I must've found the f*cking recipe
Give my all till nothings left of me
Don't know if I believe in god or what's been sent to me
It's not an issue I just never think religiously
How can I leave my fate to someone else when it's effecting me?
I'm living quiet finding peace
Always in my mind been make believe
Some words my mother said just stay with me
Like no matter what the devils always chasing me
Not satisfied with my place, I'm trapped inside of my space
I'm losing sight of my ways, can't recognize my own face
I wonder if I'm deranged, the way I'm treated is strange
Is it what the doctor say or the chemicals in my brain?
Can't run away I'm making friends with my demons
If I step up to the plate coach you'll need a new team in
I just can't let them bring me down
If you're a thorn in my side Rosie then we can ring around