Kai - Defibrillator Lyrics

Okay .. okay ..okay.
Okay okay okay.
Okay okay okay okay okay okay okay okay
Ohh
My baby my little defibrillator if you do leave a resuscitating
My heart will be freezing and barely beating and you'll be alone and bereavement grieving
I hang by a thread she's still attached, her patience with me is thin as a needle
All of the problems we bobbing weaving catching up to us we still speeding
If i tell my truth then you'll feel attacked
I told you some things the surface was barely scratched
I don't think you're prepared for that
Your heart is scarred and scolded already, we should just slow up the motion
Don't wanna cause more hurt
If we call it quits then it's probably safer a questionable truth i ain't wanna say it
But if you do leave then it's back to playa
The mac is back again he's back again
Who am i kidding i'll be alone
Henny in hand i'll be getting throwed
Faded faded faded
In the club but i'm out the zone still feel alone when i'm not alone
All these women is over the dark the light some white or whatever drug that they be on
Begging me to take them home
I'm still checking to see if you texted my phone
Its been so damn long ah
A fifth of the bottle gone
I'm still feeling sober
Pour some more
Drowning my woes
I still see the shore but
This current been fighting me pushing me back soon as i think i'm closer
Tell i ran into you end up i'm rocking your boat ahhh
Now when we single we float
If i could just pull it together and love you like how i'm supposed to
We can see calm seas and kick our feet up to the breeze but
If i don't we tipping over
My baby my little defibrillator
If you do leave you're resuscitating
My heart will be freezing and barely beating
And you'll be alone in bereavement grieving
I hang by a thread she's still attached
Her patience with me is thin as a needle
All of the the problems we bob and weaving
Catching up to us we still speeding
If i tell my truth then you'll feel attacked
I told you some things the surface was barely
Scratched i don't think you're prepared for that
Your heart is scarred and scolded already
We should just slow up the motion
Don't wanna cause more hurt
I done phased out of f*cking hoes suffering solitude all i know
Even though i have a few on call
Time alone will give me time to grow
A better perspective from self-reflection
You still owe respect in retrospective
I still piped you up while in deep depression
My baby my little defibrillator But the mack is back again
Hes back again