Hurts to Laugh Video (MV)

A Once in a lifetime opportunity
And there's no telling what you'll do to me
I'm over the border
I'm Necklined In water
And Over my shoulder
You'll always be
There's nothing I'm missing
Worth reminiscing
I don't like how much I like it.
Tonights the night
And it's a high tide of tasteless water.
So raise a glass and drown in it.
It Hurts to laugh at jokes you don't get.
If I could fix my two left feet, a better son I'd be .
You told me once you knew me ,
Now I'm begging you to do it.

It left a bruise,
I choked on the hue
I studied the profile and it looked just like you.
10 years in a vice,
Now it's a 20 dollar sessions for the rest of my life
It's a saccharin-texts-to-dead-friends depression.
Repenting Science Fiction secret Spotify Sessions.
Horcrux exes, left hexed, thin skin, weak stomach
Wondering if other opened letters feel gutted
There's no easy way to say, but I've got to find a better way to get on, too.
There's something about you that's gone rotten
So you go your way, and I'll act like I forgot .

There's no easy way to say but I've got to find a better way to hold onto
A part of myself that I loved that I've lost. So you go your way, I'll act like I forgot mine .

I'll shed my bandage and I'll show you where the brand is
Wish I could say that I don't mind it that I'm out and free and clear
A lot of salt behind the tears.
A hate still ringing in my ears.
I t's tough to roll with punches when they're landing on the mirror,
Old Habits die hard.
Yeah, It's all so hard to hear.