Kallion - Self Destruct Lyrics

I wanna hate you, but I love you so much
Wanna ignore you, but you come around
Saying all the things that you use to say
Holding me captive, but I'm willing to stay
My judgment is cloudy
My heart is a burden
So you just take and take from me
But what can you give to me
Other than pain and grief

Self Destruct
I try and hate you
But my heart won't give up
I wanna love you
But you keep on playing games
You're just playing with my brain
Tugging every little string on me
So I can self-destruct

You come in, then we sleep
You wake up, then you leave
Then I replace you til you come back
Hoping that my new heart
Is a perfect match
Cuz a lonely soul can't feel whole
If a part of it just walks right out the door
And then it comes in, just to exit again
Back and forth, then you stop
Just to do it again

Self Destruct
I try and hate you
But my heart won't give up
I wanna love you
But you keep on playing games
You're just playing with my brain
Tugging every little string on me
So I can self-destruct

See you really got a hold on me
And this shit is just destroying me
You know what you're doing to me

Self Destruct
I try and hate you
But my heart won't give up
I wanna love you
But you keep on playing games
You're just playing with my brain
Tugging every little string on me
So I can self-destruct