Mental Video (MV)

Give me the dark, and give me peace
Serenity is all I need
I'm countin money, smokin trees
I need to put my mind at ease
So give me the dark, and give me peace
Serenity is all I need
I'm countin money, smokin trees
I need to put my mind at ease
Always haunted by the demons in my mental
Always on the move, never stop, never settle
Anybody test me they get hit up wit the metal
Better start to move, better run, better petal
You ain't nothin different boy quit acting like a rebel
I pull up on sight and now I see you acting gentle
Fill your head wit lead and now you lookin like a pencil
Police gon find you they gon trace you like a stencil
Oo These demons they follow me
Depression swallow me
Leaving me screaming these evils all bother me
Distract my mind so I cannot be bothered
But deep down inside I be fighting these monsters
Anybody else wanna run up on me
Anybody else wanna see what I see
Step in my brain and just maybe you'll realize these nightmares got details I cannot unsee
I choose to ignore them, they don't got me beat
It's poppin off rappin or live in the streets
Now nothin can stop me, now who gonna pop me
I do this for family don't do this for me
I'm drownin in evil, don't know how to swim
I'm under the water I'm bathing in sin
The voices get louder, but they have no power
I'm digging my way out the pit that I'm in
Give me the dark, and give me peace
Serenity is all I need
I'm countin money, smokin trees
I need to put my mind at ease
Give me the dark, and give me peace
Serenity is all I need
I'm countin money, smokin trees
I need to put my mind at ease
I tried my best, but I cannot forget
I'm addicted to hurting the heart in my chest
I am afflicted, unfit, but I can't say the rest
But I battle myself on the regular
Yes, I'm the worst
Wake up wit face in the dirt
How I get here and and where is my shirt
My demons took over again and I guess I'm to blame I but I cannot complain cause we one in the same
But I just gained control
But you don't wanna try me cause I do not fold
You was born as a bitch, I was born as some gold
And f you got a problem your body turn cold
Yuh F*ck it I might lose control
I'm dumpin your body I might need a boat
I'm back on my shit f*ck your bitch in her throat
I already told you bitch I am the goat
The goat, I am above you
I f*cked on your bitch after she say she love you
I meant what I said, I never bluff
I'm runnin a muck rearranging her guts
They say I'm insane cause I do this for fun
The blood on my hands is not nearly enough
You know where I be nigga I never run
Now what the f*ck happened I thought you was tough