Happiness, That I Forbid Myself Video (MV)

I can't shake the feeling that something is going to explode
The most painful thing we can do in our lives is choose to hope
(After all of the hiding)
(After all of the fighting)
I've lost control of all the emotions I've held in now
And it's bursting out
I can't help but feel like we're teetering on the brink of joy
This electric highwire we tread hoping not to be destroyed
Through endless carefulness
We kid ourselves out of so much of what make life so good
And we're stopping now
All the happiness that I forbid myself
It doesn't belong to anyone else
It's taken years for me to find myself
And the journey has just begun
Oh, happiness that I forbid myself
It doesn't belong to anyone else
It's taken years for me to find myself
And the journey has just begun
There is so much beauty in life that is yet to be adored
There are types of colours that I've never ever seen before
Through reckless merriment
We give the child inside our souls the love they never got
Let them re-birth
A magical vulnerability
Like chopping all your hair off and throwing it in the sea
(Throwing it in the ocean)
Letting it happen now
Letting it happen now
I am flirting with the idea of everyone
The idea of everyone
Don't let your heart go to waste
Don't let your heart go to waste
All the happiness that I forbid myself
It doesn't belong to anyone else
It's taken years for me to find myself
And the journey has just begun
Oh, happiness that I forbid myself
It doesn't belong to anyone else
It's taken years for me to find myself
And the journey has just begun