Looking up thinking of what we gon find
Kinda feels like I'm falling in heaven
And checking a pulse for a beat cause he's leaving me blind
I'm in love but ain't tellin' the reverend
No blessin' is given just like my f*cks
So we gon f*ck till we f*ck it up
But as for now
I'm up in clouds
Done daddy proud
When I say it loud
Yea
Looking up thinking of how Imma show
This is me we ain't running with scissors
You're bitter you live in a world with a curl and a twirl
But it's freeing to follow the river
My mirror is clean not a spot of doubt
So go doubting me and I'll call it out
But as for now
I'm up in clouds
Done daddy proud
When I say it loud
Yea
We gon fly
You ain't fallin' alone
It's all blue bird skies stop stayin' at home
It's our new summer jive stop sayin' you home
When we still gotta whisper when we talk on the phone
It's like
Yea I know
Gotta stop all this thinking
Cause I've been thinking my differences is why I cannot fit in
I've always squished into places that only wanted submission
But I'm submitting to me
Cause I know how I like living
It's like
Yea I know
It's just pressure on pressure
Sometimes I wonder how you
Even kept it together
While ev'rybody will choose
What they need you be
But I only want to see what you're like
When you're chillin' with me
Looking up thinking of what we gon find
Kinda feels like I'm falling in heaven
And checking a pulse for a beat cause he's leaving me blind
I'm in love but ain't tellin' the reverend
No blessin' is given just like my f*cks
So we gon f*ck till we f*ck it up
But as for now
I'm up in clouds
Done daddy proud
When I say it loud
Yea
Looking up thinking of how Imma show
This is me we ain't running with scissors
You're bitter you live in a world with a curl and a twirl
But it's freeing to follow the river
My mirror is clean not a spot of doubt
So go doubting me and I'll call it out
But as for now
I'm up in clouds
Done daddy proud
When I say it loud
Yea
They say that we ain't got
What we try to be, putting down
Now I know they f*cking up
Skipping over stupid towns
Everything is breaking out, chrysalis
Hit me bitch
We about to show how the wooden ninja brings a fist
This is it
This is it
Witnesses
Better come and witness this
Peach of a boy
Turning into a joy
I felt my religiousness
And all my differences
Are for me to choose not for you to employ
I enjoy ev'ry hour that I see you shine
Involved with these heavens when I feel you're mine
It's hard in the present so just take your time
Feelin' fine when we're intertwined damn you're a dime it's
Like I'm fallin' in heaven
Check in with my wings like a dog gonna bless 'em
Step into the wind get a breath of refreshing
Cause you know heaven never sings like it does in the present
We'll go stepping stone stepping
I'm tellin' everyone present
Imma be what it be
And if your question is pressing
Imma see what you see
But if you tryna play reverend
Imma need some ID
Like commercials on Cola
Imma buy you a world where we're a little bit closer
Imma make you a pearl with all the weight on my shoulders
And Imma hold onto God
Until the fear passes over
Until the cheer carries over
Until we're weary but sober
Until the feeling of a dart hitting heart is my boulder
Your eyes are spelling me closure
Got nowhere to be
So let's rest in this breath
While it's just you and me