The more i get to know myself
The less i understand myself
i don't know how to let go
Of this all weight i put on me
Of who i am or where i'll be
Once i learn to let go
Always set my sights on
Diamonds in the future
Remember when you wanted what you got right now
When i close my eyes
And i'm all alone with my mind
I get scared i'm unprepared
And will be for the rest of my life
But i've made it this far
Yeah i made it this far
Half way to falling apart
But i've made it this far
All my mom wanted was
A house of kids, then we grew up
Now she don't know where she fits
So if i have the same fears
Waiting there in 30 years
Why i don't i just live like
I've already made it
I'm not what i'm chasing
Like I don't need nothing more than what i got right now
Don't trade the best for something better
Please don't forget no one's here forever
We're not here forever
When i close my eyes
And i'm all alone with my mind
I get scared i'm unprepared
And will be for the rest of my life
But i've made it this far
Yeah i made it this far
Half way to falling apart
But i've made it this far