Kath-black_ - By my side Lyrics

I wake up each day, still lost in thought
What if the past could be somehow caught?
To find you again, to make things right
Reclaim what is lost, and make things right
I try to forget, but it's all in vain
Memories come back, bringing the pain
Wish I could wipe, clear out my mind
Thought this was over, but I'm still confined
But anyway, you've changed, you're not the same
Or maybe you were, and I'm the one to blame
You're just a stranger, someone I once knew
I wouldn't go back, even if I could
I'm better this way, away from your lies
Everything's brighter when you're not by my side
I spoke to you again, and everything fell apart
I was a fool to think we could at least restart
But I wasn't okay, couldn't move on from you
Thought we would be friends, but that wasn't true
Your foolish little friend used me like a toy
And I was blind, caught in his ploy
Talking behind my back, while sharing his pain
Such a hypocrite, playing a twisted game
But anyway, you've changed, you're not the same
Or maybe you were, and I'm the one to blame
You're just a stranger, someone I once knew
I wouldn't go back, even if I could
I'm better this way, away from your lies
Everything's brighter when you're not by my side
Don't be by my side
I won't believe any lies
I won't believe any lies