Kathryn Terhune - Drunk Lyrics

Got my heart broken
I should've known better
Got too much baggage
My own scarlet letter
I'm sorry that I let you see behind the curtain
You're better off without me
Now you know it too
Could never stand in the light
With someone like you
And I don't wanna be the snake
In your garden

How long my love were you wanting to leave me?
I'm second guessing everything
Why couldn't I see?

I'll get drunk so I don't feel this way
Just a few more shots and I'll forget your name
I pray that I'll get through this
But today's not the day
When I'm drunk I get a break
For a moment I forget my mistakes
I'd rather be drunk
Than missing you

Wish I was in your future
But you don't care about mine
I'm dead to you now
And you're doing just fine
Was I so hard to love
That you just had to leave?
I've never fallen as hard as I did for you
Been driving myself crazy thinking
What did I do?
Please don't move on
I still need time to grieve

The only way I'll get through this at all
Is if I drown the past in alcohol

I'll get drunk so I don't feel this way
Just a few more shots and I'll forget your name
I pray that I'll get through this
But today's not the day
When I'm drunk I get a break
For a moment I forget my mistakes
I'd rather be drunk
Than missing you

You rocked me to my core
I felt like such a whore
Why do you not want me anymore?
You can't just use me to rebel
And as far as I can tell
You left because you learned
I'm not an angel

I'll get drunk so I don't feel this way
Just a few more shots and I'll forget your name
I pray that I'll get through this
But today's not the day
When I'm drunk I get a break
For a moment I forget my mistakes
I'd rather be drunk
So I'm not missing you