Kathryn Terhune - The End Lyrics

I can't move and I can't feel
I can never tell what's real
Father, father save me
I'm paralyzed don't wanna wake up
Everything inside me has given up
Father I'm so sorry

Memories hide in the corners of my mind
Won't think too hard
I'm scared of what I'll find
I'm begging you to let me go
They say you have a plan
I don't know what it is
I don't understand why I'm going through this
I'll never be whole

Please tell me this is where my story ends
I made too many mistakes I can't forget
Throw me away and start again
It's time for me to let my story end

Could I still get to heaven and sing in your choir?
I know that this is my trial by fire
But please don't leave me
I'm sorry I'm not good enough
Wish that I was strong enough
Cuz now I'm empty

I am ashamed to even exist
I know that life can be better than this
But now I'm fading
Hope is a light that sets the world a glow
But I am afraid that dark is all I'll know
I'm not worth saving

Please tell me this is where my story ends
I made too many mistakes I can't forget
Throw me away and start again
It's time for me to let my story end

So tell me this is where my story ends
I made too many mistakes I can't forget
Throw me away and start again
It's time for me to let my story end