It's scary going after your dreams
Feeling failure catching up with you
Making excuse after excuse
Not to do what I need to
Wanting to accomplish something
And knowing I might die before I do
You're making me choose
To either have my dreams or have you
And the more I think about it all
The more it feels like I'll lose
Or I'll lose
No one cares because it's just a hobby
Just something fun I like to do
But if it really is
Just something fun I like to do
Then why, when I can't do this
Do I feel like I am being torn in two
You're making me choose
To either have my dreams or have you
And the more I think about it all
The more it feels like I'll lose
Or I'll lose
And I've chosen you over and over (And over and over)
And I don't
Feel any better
Maybe eventually I'll switch it up
Because I'm pretty sure
This is what crazy people do