Saw the flashing glow through your back window cause you fell asleep to a silent TV
I wonder if she's there, I know she must be aware of the things you text me when she falls asleep
Saw you both at a party, you brushed my arm I started crying
Every touch is a cruelty, don't know why you do this to me?
I have a little light, flickers when you're in my life
I know that it's wrong but I will try to justify it
I used to turn it off, my self discipline is gone
You move mountains in my mind, ones I thought I couldn't climb
I can't help
Wonder where you are now, think of what you think about
Wonder if this worked out, could I look at myself?
I can't help
Knowing that she loves you, there is nothing to do
This is not the right thing, now I think I hate me
I won't play this game
I'm putting up the walls
I'm keeping distance, I'm no mistress missing all your calls
I can't help the truth, I'm still in love with you
So you'll go home with her and I'll get under someone new
I'll get under someone new
I can't help
Wonder where you are now, think of what you think about
Wonder if this worked out, could I look at myself?
I can't help
Knowing that she loves you, there is nothing to do
This is not the right thing, now I think I hate me
Ohhhhhhhh