No One To Blame Video (MV)

I'll pick up meditation
For a day or two
Before I find the next obsession
After a week or so
Before I start to grow
I find something else to fill the void and
There's no one here to drag me out of bed
Except for all the drowning in my head
Why do I pull him close just to feel nothing
I'm so sick of feeling tired it seems
That reality feels like a hazy dream
I put my makeup on just to look the same
And there's no one to blame
Walking through hell with bare feet
Dining with the demons that I'll meet
Didn't mind it much except for the humidity
Damn
And now I strip my dignity
And blindly ask for sympathy
Dear God I don't mean to be a bore
It's just that I'm searching for something more
There's no one here to drag me out of bed
Except for all the drowning in my head
Why do I pull him close just to feel nothing
I'm so sick of feeling tired it seems
The reality feels like a hazy dream
I put my makeup on just to look the same
And there's no one to blame
No one to blame
No one to blame
No one to blame
No one to blame
No one to blame
No one to blame