Kayo - All my lies Lyrics

Never really been to good at goodbyes
Now you're leaving me cuz all my lies
Always holdin in everything
Cuz I never wanna hurt you yet I do
Tried to be your shield but I'm made from thornes
All my actions count as friendly fire
Everytime I try to keep you safe you jump out infront of my blade
So damn sick of always hurting who I love
Everyone around me always leaves with a scar
And that's why I push away everyone that ever dares to get close
Minutes of my time are a lethal dose
Go on ahead and leave me all on my own
Don't need a list of problems trust me I've known
Ankle tied to stones throw me in the unknown
If I survive will the tide wash away
All the darkness in my heart~