We live in a big world, a big world
Which keeps getting bigger
We all try to slow down, but no doubt
We keep going quicker
Seems like all of my homies, my family
Are turning strangers
And all this liquor
Has lost its flavor
Sometimes I wonder how I get by, I get by
With so much vigor
When deep inside, I, I know I'm
My biggest hater
Still going fast I'm, gonna crash and
Regret this later
And all this liquor
Has lost its flavor
Depression and darkness
Infections breaking through my mind
My mind
I doubt while I fight on
Getting harder to stay strong, no lie
Can't lie
Beats me down, and I know that
This life's round, but I cannot deny
Deny
This is my, my soul blood
Though it makes me ask myself, oh why
I try
But I want it so bad
I want it so bad
I want it so bad
I want it so bad
But I want it so bad
Want it so bad
I want it so bad
I want it so bad
Ooh
Ooh
Come with me, make me see
What you hide inside your spirit, let me
Understand you
Cannot lie, you and I
We were meant to shine forever, there's
Nothing you can't do
But I fell, broke the spell
Now there's no telling, how you find this
Situation
Funny how I can now
Go back to being an
Abomination
Say it slow, slow, lest I miss it
Know you have to go, go, but it stings, and I
Know I'm not, not, good for you girl
'Cuz I know I'm not, not, good for me (Shit)
But I beg, beg, you to stay 'cuz
You are all I've got, got worth a thing, and
If you leave, leave, I won't blame you
But I swear that I, I would
Depression and darkness
Infections breaking through my mind
My mind
I doubt while I fight on
Getting harder to stay strong, no lie
Can't lie
Beats me down, and I know that
This life's round, but I cannot deny
Deny
This is my, my soul blood
Though it makes me ask myself, oh why
I try
But I want it so bad
I want it so bad
I want it so bad
I want it so bad
But I want it so bad
Want it so bad
I want it so bad
I want it so bad
But I want it so bad (Breaks my heart)
I want it so bad (Keeps tearing me apart)
I want it so bad (Have it no other way)
I want it so bad (And here I'm gonna stay)
But I want it so bad (Breaks my heart)
Want it so bad (Keeps tearing me apart)
I want it so bad (Have it no other way)
I want it so bad (And here I'm gonna stay)