Man
I wish I wasn't such a problem kid
I wish I would've went to college on that scholarship
I know I really wish a lot of shit
I wish my mama dropped the black and wasn't a fiend
I wish my daddy saw me run the track and play on a team
Instead he work a job
I wish I never have to be where you are
I wish for days with no thoughts
Those days I keep moving forward but then I walk into God
He tell me what the f*ck you doing when you popping those pills
I thought I gave you what you need to move away to the hills
I go remind Him of the mountain where I fell so hard
He said if I'd have prayed some more He would've took some pain off
Damn
Let that go and show you who I am
See now you can have a plan that's like a gun without a trigger
Time trickles nothing to show so words get bigger
I wish that I could say the words to make my family thicker
But most of all I wish I didn't have to live in your shadow
They look at me and they see you
It's getting harder to handle
I wish that I could wish the pain away
But I smoke it
Got a trunk full of duct tape and razor blades
Ya I own it
Only pop it when I wish
Park it lock it then I dip
Let the police hear the bitching
And that's business
And I wish that I could bag me like a dime and a half
I got a thousand in my pocket and I count it in cash
I really wish this ain't the reason she want me
I know my talk is cheap
No meal I go hungry
I wish I got a record deal
I wish I paid off all my bills
I smoke to take the pain away but the problem is still
Dominant Hard to coexist
Alpha hominids
Sorry mama I'm a problem kid
Not the opposite
I wish that I could change the way we treat each other
I wish I didn't feel the shame to talk about my mother
But like every time I do
It's a problem I feel
No matter how much I keep wishing
I'm the hollowest still
I wish I would've known that I would end up here
I wish the pain would disappear
I blame the man up in the mirror
Him and I are closer than appearance
He the push and I'm the shove
This ain't no passers interference
Ugh
Let that go and show you who I am
See now you can have a plan
But it only work if you do
Ya
I wish I wasn't such a problem kid
I wish I wasn't such a problem kid