KC Makes Music - Powerful Lyrics

(Man this shit is powerful)
(Im a let it fade in)
Had a let it fade in for a minute for get up in a groove n go sentimental on everything
This track is a playback my life, ASAP
Whatever direction I been headed in
(Fast fast fast)
N every little get I'm on a get it in (FAST)
You would think Im BmX in how I'm pedaling (FAST)
You would think I'm being vetted like I'm next up a freshman a da class
N I cut the debut cuz it's selling like I'm trash (trash)
N I tally up a views like it's (trash)
Is it an illusion cu fam says I'm at where I'm at and I'm at where I'm supposed to be at
But i'm adamant (adament)
That I should be at a level establishing plans with my management
I ain't just drop this addiction anxiety ridden depression be on that average shit!!!
POWERFUL
(Ay)
Man this shit is powerful
It's so overpowering
But if this shit is powerful
Then Why do I feel so powerless
I been devouring off n then since I rapped in the shower
N we would attach an extension chord ran to the bathroom to power the compac presario
This shit is powerful
Actual cardio spaz on a track n I'm stacking up audio trashing the last ones
I made cuz Im level up gaining in laps on the track like I'm Andretti Mario
N this isn't easy for me well the lyricals are I'm a beast you can see
But the buisiness is evil I mean it's been two years I need to be seen
And before that I shoulda got clean
But before that I shoulda believed
In myself like the people around me believe in me damn it I need to believe
(Fast)
And I get a little jaded with my situation at the moment
People hit me up n tel me you can make let me introduce you to this new producer
But the new producer don't maneuver to the music I been making
I been losing I been patient but I still ain't played a show
Where people know me so excuse it if I lose it man I'm raging n
I'm off the medication, xanny used to make it so I tolerated it instead a goin super sayan
N some days I feel like I'm tryn to obtain the impossible
Some days I feel like im running for nothing at all
Man some days I feel like I'm parylized stuck in
My fear n I'm tearing n searching for clarity barely forcing my legs so they carry me
POWERFUL
Man this shit is powerful
It's so overpowering...
But if this shit is powerful...
Than why do I feel so powerless
Why do I let what you think of me influence all my decisions eventually
Why did I wait till I'm late in my twenties to do what I should've been doing initially
Don't let it get to me,
Just keep that forward momentum it's one foot in front of the next
And at least if they never relate to a word that I Say im relieving this stress It's a blessing
To be able to come from a place where I lived in the back of my coup,
Asking for loot Now I'm planning my shoot with my manager having a studio too
It's amazing the things you can do when you put all the bullshit aside I Ain't even arrived...
I'm just grateful I made it this far and I'm even alive
(Blessed)