Kdzy - From This Point on (feat. Jada B) Lyrics

I might say I'm good but really i'm not
Got stuff on my mind i swear it's a lot
Don't know what I'm feeling i wish it would stop
Forreal i be stressing i need some relief
My mind just keep racing i can't even sleep
If I'm being real i just need some peace

You ever smile through the pain that been killin you
Wonder bout the things that you didn't do
Feeling belittled as if you were minuscule
You tryna ball so all ya movements are pivotal
Accomplish missions
The clock is ticking
But watch and witness
They just don't get it
When you are different
It makes a difference
Stay committed
And seek attention
For recognition
Don't see the vision
Well spit and make em come to they senses
Maybe i should do it
Start a label get my potnas and sign em
Go crazy on every song and call the album asylum
It's a way through every obstacle just know ima find em
Life is full of building blocks and I'm just tryna align em
Frustrations an understatement when you know what you worth
You always feeling underpaid when you put I️n all the work
When you blessed wit a gift it can be perceived as a curse
Because if you do get complacent talent don't beat hard work

Know what you worth
You always feel underpaid when you putting in all the work
When you blessed with a gift it can be perceived as a curse
Because if you do get complacent talent dont
Yea

Escaping reality
Was my mentality
Understanding there was potential that I had to bring out of me
Soon they'll b crowning me
Fans will b crowding me
Middle fingers up to everybody else who was doubting me
KnowDat

I might say I'm good but really i'm not
Got stuff on my mind i swear it's a lot
Don't know what I'm feeling i wish it would stop
Forreal i be stressing i need some relief
My mind just keep racing i can't even sleep
If I'm being real i just need some peace

Toxic people and negativity clouded my judgement
Know i can't let this energy affect me I️n public
Honestly it's embarrassing to speak on the subject
Hate drama but attract it man you would swear think that i love it
I try my best to keep it positive
Warning signs i be seeing so why am i not dodging em
Ask myself am i trippin i know i shouldn't try with them
Then act surprise when it fail when I️n hindsight it's obvious
Yea
Not to mention
My position
Not what i envisioned
I'm at a point where i feel i gotta make some decisions
Mama told me this would happen but naw i don't listen
She only want the best for me i don't know why i didn't
My son is only getting older I'm needing these riches
The weight that's on my shoulders you cannot squat to uplift it
Wasted time on people i wish i didn't know existed
I really gotta find a way to give me some forgiveness

On my shoulders can't squat to uplift it
Wasted time on people I wish i didn't know existed
I really gotta find a way to give me some forgiveness
Yea

Escaping reality
Was my mentality
Understanding there was potential that I had to bring out of me
Soon they'll b crowning me
Fans will b crowding me
Middle fingers up to everybody else who was doubting me
KnowDat

I might say I'm good but really i'm not
Got stuff on my mind i swear it's a lot
Don't know what I'm feeling i wish it would stop
Forreal i be stressing i need some relief
My mind just keep racing i can't even sleep
If I'm being real i just need some peace

I still ain't forgave myself
Cause i still blame myself
But i gotta move on
So from this point on

Inkwell