Kehlani - Up Lyrics

We messed up, been around
We came up, held it down
We shade up, no one can say I ain't stay around
No games played, don't play around
And I was there, don't f*ck around, you know I know

I ain't supposed to tell you I still love you
I ain't supposed to let you know I'm hurting
I'm tryna keep my problems to myself, oh

But I still pop one to feel a little better
About looking in the mirror
I still pour up to make it all easier
I still light up to get a little higher
To get out of my feelings
I'm still tore up, and I don't wanna OD on you

I lost me while I found you
I dried me while I drowned you
I'm lowkey, too high to remind you
That I was your eyes from behind you, I got you

I ain't supposed to tell you I still love you
But I just gotta tell you I been hurting
And I can't keep these problems to myself, oh

But I still pop one to feel a little better
About looking in the mirror
I still pour up to make it all easier
I still light up to get a little higher
To get out of my feelings
I'm still tore up, and I don't wanna OD on you
(But I still pop one)